GETTING OVER

ınstgaram: lizyrie

Hi people,

I'm back on it again. much stronger, much happier and less missing now. I'm getting over it and hope every one that went through something similar gets through it as quicker as possible. It took me years, it took me more than three years to get over it which I haven't completely yet. Although I wake up every night having the same nightmare over and over again, shouting and begging to the God to keep me away from him as much as possible which I'm pretty good at it right now. I'm not saying that I don't love him anymore, I loved him way so much to forget him, what about the hate ? I hear you asking? All those physical and mental abuse and manipulation, NO I haven't forget or forgive or never will. Promise you I love my self more than I loved him right now. You should never forget that we born alone and will die alone as well. Never love any one more than your self or give so much from your self that at the end of the day feeling used and getting nothing in return is not a real love than escape ! Far as possible. You don't have to be in a relationship to give someone so much of your self and get used by him/her. First step to get over is to get away. Do not stop and wait for this useless person to change for you cause people never change. What you see in the beginning will what you get at the end of the day, so becarefull with who you fall for. Sometimes, well most of the time people fall for people who doesn't really care for them. Do you know why ? Cause what you can't have is what you desire to have, its the strongest type of ambition.


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