Hello everyone. If you've read my post about how my boyfried threatens me and how he was beating the shit out of me, you'll understand what I'm talking about.
Two days ago my mom came and I'm preety sure she doesn't like my boyfriend either. While we were talking, I told her that he's still disturbing me in any way imaginable and that the situation is making it impossible for me to study or even enjoy myself again. I told her I want to press legal charges against my so called "boyfriend" for physical and emotional abuse. This is the best solution I can come up with, the one that makes the most sense and the only one which guarantees that he will be out of my life forever. He wouldn't ever be able to talk to me again.
Believe me, I was very excited to tell her that I'll be happy soon. When I did, her face just changed and she said "I think you shouldn't do that." That immediately fired up a spark in me. As my emotions flowed and overwhelmed me, I responded; "What do you mean I shouldn't?! After everything that I've been through... I never deserved to be treated like his dog under the belief that he has the right to force me to do whatever he wants! No, 2 years of it was enough! 2 years of pain, and misery, and sadness everyday!" She tried to change my mind by advising me to tell my dad the whole situation, and to wait things out. She said he will disappear eventually. "This entire thing must be a joke'" is what's going through my brain all day everyday, because from the day I started my relationship with this abusive piece of crap she always told me to get rid of him. As soon as I did, she wants to stop me?
Naturally, I got majorly annoyed. As I started shaking from stress, I was also shouting at the same time. "Dont try to change my mind, I know what I'm doing! I'm in the right, so why must I be the one who waits and feels sick every single day?!' What really broke my heart is when she said:"What did he do to hurt you?"
He bang a computer, a tennis racket, a full bottle on my head.
He slapped and hit me really hard because I told him what I thought
He locked me in a room from morning till night, nearly everyday, without food or water
He made me clean his house every single day
He kicked me in the stomach and in the face when he got drunk
He kicked me out of the house naked at night
He said bad things about me to everyone to feel good about himself
He didn't allow me to see my family for almost 2 years
He made me block my best friends so that I was left alone in the dark
He abused and locked me in a room on my 19th birthday, and left me in bruises
So mom; why did you changed sides?
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